BE HAPPY

HOW TO BE HAPPY:
1. Do more of what you love to do.
2. Surround yourself with positive people.
3. Smile even when you don't want to.
4. Tell people how much they mean to you.
5. Take chances.
6. Love.
7. Don't judge.
8. Apply "WWJD" to every decision.

Remember When

I was that country girl who loved the music her daddy played while she sat next to him in his big red pick up truck.

Now I'm no where close to her.

Remember when we drove our big camo four-wheelers every Saturday and packed some beef jerky to snack on and we loved it. 

Now I drive a little volts wagon and shop on Saturdays.

Remember when we visited Georgia every summer together and you told me all about that small town.

Now I spend my summer at the swimming pool.

Remember when me and you hiked together and then afterwards you bought me that teddy bear bracelet I wore every day and treasured.

Now I can't even keep my closet clean because I have too many clothes. 

I want that back. I want my simple country life back.

This is the HIGH life

risks question the plan for real crimes.

music was clear in our feel.

a Tribute to my Teachers #THX

When I have a terrible day at school there are certain teachers who make my day.

Ms. Wentz: If I don't end up getting married I will do exactly what she does. Get a good enough job to support myself and live a happy life alone. I mean she goes out to eat every night by herself at a fancy restaurant and she just has fun alone. I totally look up to her for that. She also is always in a good mood which makes chemistry a lot easier to learn.

Mr. Nelson: If I'm having a bad day I go to creative writing and he always makes me laugh and I suddenly am happy again. I don't have any other class that does that for me. Honestly my favorite class by far.

Mrs. Summers: For putting up with me for turning in late assignments after every deadline. Every deadline.

Mrs. Jaynes: For making Macbeth a joy for me to actually learn about. For also making debates allowed in the classroom because I love that so much.

Mrs. Houston: For letting me eat that order of fries and bowl silly everyday.

Mom and Dad: For teaching me EVERYTHING I know. I seriously don't know where I would be without you guys. Seriously.

#THX

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I promise this means something... at least to me.

I'm thinking about you.
Like phones think about calling.
Like eyes think about balling.
Like mascara thinks about running.
Like trash thinks about value.....?

I'm thinking about you.
Like trees think about growing.
Like hearts think about beating.
Like leaves think about falling.
Like how I think about us....?

I'm thinking about you.
Like water thinks about flowing.
Like rocks think about skipping.
Like popsicles think about melting.
Like you think about this....?

I'm thinking about you.
Like wells think about wishing.
Like lips think about kissing.
Like words think about spelling.
Like hearts think about breaking.

#boyproblems #drama

I give up on you.

You dropped me like a ton of bricks.

Good thing I was only a foot off the ground to begin with.

But, I still want you.

You shattered my confidence.

You changed your mind a million times.

You treat me like trash.

But, I still want you.

You never text back.

You told me it was guy's night so you didn't have to hangout with me.

You never wanted to be seen with me.

But, I still want you.

You know that before we ever met my confidence was unshakable. Then suddenly you came into my life and told me I wasn't good enough for anyone. You suck because now I feel like a total loser and I can't talk to anyone because half my family is gone and my one and only best friend is "too busy". 

You did nothing wrong. You couldn't have you did nothing at all. And that is totally worse than doing something. You made me feel like nothing when you did nothing. You made me feel like crap when you did nothing. 

But, I still want you and I hate myself because of it.